i’m confused
Posted in misdirected anger on February 10th, 2008 by adminIn explaining ideas, why can’t people be more clear? Why can’t they just start from the key to the whole system of ideas? After which the whole rest of the picture would just fall into place. There are so many damn obstacles to learning, and that is one of the biggest. On very rare occasions I have come across a book/teacher who made clear sense to me. I don’t mean to speak negatively of people, since it might be my fault, but I get really frustrated trying to understand something that I later find out wasn’t so complicated, and that for some reason I found myself way-off and had basically to try to forget it all in order to continue.
I don’t know where to direct my frustration. Maybe I need to get some ritalin or something. It isn’t that all ideas are hard to understand, it is just some, and I usually blame myself, but I’m starting to think that it isn’t necessarily my fault. This really is misdirected anger, but nonetheless it is a fact that it isn’t always easy to absorb the material.
About all of this philosophy that I study I have this same idea: it isn’t so damned complicated. All of it could be explained clearly and simply. At the same time, it is often these simplifications of people’s ideas that end up confusing people. I don’t really know what the problem is. I remember learning about quantum theory and relativity and all these silly-ass illustrations of quantum/relativistic phenomena really confusing the hell out of me. Just tell me how the equations behave/ just tell me about the experimental data, and let me try to imagine it. So, that is a counter example to my gripes – sometimes these illustrations can just confuse you.
I have these fantasies of a system of information that would be made as efficient and clear as anyone might possibly want. Something possibly like wikipedia, but laid out like this: each topic/idea having a single sentence summary (maybe even keyword/term before that), then possibly a paragraph summary, then a short article, then a longer article, then possibly links to the primary texts. They could be rated too as to how clear they are, and monitored accordingly. I’m thinking particularly of philosophy here, but some kind of encyclopedia/dictionary/library. I’m thinking of clarity and efficiency of comprehension. Linked-up, pop-up bubble definitions, streamlined and intuitively laid out. Not all this fucking-around trying to figure it out. Even some esoteric occult wisdom, just give me the main idea and I’ll be good. I really think it is a problem that it is so damn hard to understand things sometimes; I don’t think they have to be.